As I was running one day on the Old Mill Road on top of a mountain in Georgia, I was wishing I could hear Christ’s voice. I felt far because I had not been listening daily to His words in Scripture. I knew that it would only be by His gift (are not all things so?), but I asked that I might hear Him. The sense of His consciousness invaded me gently, “Look around you.” And then His almost daily repeated question, “What do you see?”
I saw trees, green and dancing. I saw old trees, slumped and dying. I saw soil composed of a million leaf skeletons. I saw the extraordinary, sprawling life that had grown up from that soil. So I answered, “Father, I see life from death.” He replied gently, softly, “Sophia, is that not the Gospel?”
My soul gasped. He was right. Everywhere, all around me, the world whispered and cried out and soared and waved and grew and died and lived again. My ears opened and for the first time I truly heard. The very pattern and cycle of nature cries out the gospel story! Then an electric shock ran through me. I, too, am a part of nature. Different, certainly; but yet, created. I am called to the Gospel-telling, as surely as the rocks cry out His name (Luke 19:40).
“How am I to tell it?” I asked.
“Before a seed can grow, it must fall to the ground and die.” (John 12:24)
I realized, then, that the death from life cycle of nature is another prophecy of who we are to be.
“Lay down your life. The one who seeks his life will lose it, but those who lose their lives for my sake will find it again.” (Matthew 10:39)
Extraordinary thought! We must die if we are to live. It is the essence of our nature – quintessential, inescapable. And it is strange to me how loathe I am to give myself up to the unconditional love of the Cross. Never have I found anything but strength and joy, in that place of total surrender to the requirements of Love.
Father, teach us to place the interests of others above our own. Teach us to choose the path of the cross. Teach us to step into what we have no duty to perform, pick up the dish towel, and wash your children’s feet. Teach us to die. May we desire not the life of this world, but only, and single-mindedly, the resurrected Life of Christ.
We are surrounded by the Gospel-telling! Dying, living, growing things spring up all around us. They are pictures of a cross and a resurrection and a man named Jesus. Remember the towering trees grown from skeletons of falling leaves, tiny seeds, once. But now grown up – beautiful. That’s your soul. Step into the ranks of Gospel-tellers, a part of the whole. And here is the question of them all: would I – would you – hold back our worship, when all the world cries out His name?
Let it never be, Lord. Let us step into the ranks, your blood within our veins, ready to die, ready to live.
Here we stand, surrendered to this glorious Gospel-telling.