the thin stripes
on a parrot fish
paired with bludgeoning,
bare coral,
threaded by electric blue,
thin fish
is awe-inspiring
because
the turquoise caverns
open up below my goggling goggles
like waking eyes.
The black urchin with spiked, countless arms
makes me scream underwater;
blue starfish mold affectionately
to the rock wall.
I am undivided
in my attention to
the black fleets.
Silently, I watch them flap
and do the same.
I like to follow the gliding bodies,
cutting water,
down the canals
between the hard blooming coral,
until I happen on an eel
waving like a paper thin
zebra-striped reed
in the grey cavern floor
until the plant detaches
and glides serpentinely below my face.
I am frightened
by all this grandeur underwater.
I am frightened by the fact that I can
plunge my face obtrusively with my obtuse
goggles and my black, snarling snorkel
into this silent, untouchable world.
I am perfectly alien. I do not belong.
I can only breathe through this long black chain.
they can slip by effortless rolling on a wave
of their orange, blue, purple, green, tangerine fin